25 years ago...
it was 3.00 o'clock in the morning, a sound like the trumpets of angels was heard inside the baby's room of the assunta hospital, petaling jaya. it was a sound of a newly born boy crying. the parents were so excited and they decided to name the baby andrew. the alphabet "a" definately is to hope tat this baby will always scores an "a" during his examinations and pass everything with flying colours. wisdom will be the suitable word for the baby. the alphabet "a" represents the word wisdom. the parents are hoping that as the baby grows, he will be a smart and intelligent boy.
his chinese name will be kee keam shin. in the direct translation from chinese to english, the name means a "clear sword". having a heart as clear as crystal meaning that u have a kind heart and u have never committed any sins. having a strong health as strong and as solid as a platinum sword meaning that u have a very strong energy and strength includes with a healthy life.
wisdom, kindness, strength and health are mainly those elements that every parents wants their children to have and hoping that god will bless their child with these 4 main elements because when a couple give birth to a baby, introducing a new life to this world, their parents will put in all their hopes and wishes to the baby and pray the best in everything for the baby becuz the baby will be taking over the responsibility to represents both of his parents to continue living.
as time goes by, this little boy is growing healtily. he is such a healthy and intelligent little boy. his parents were so glad and happy as they see their child is growing up healtily. he scores good grades for his examinations during kindergarden. however, as this little kid grew older, he is even smarter.
at the age of a teenager, age about 23 years old. he started to be too smart, being too smart is not a good thing becuz it will lead someone to be more lazy physically. therefore, he decided to do everything using shortcuts. this includes earning money. however, he did not realise tat he has made a very big mistake by dealing drugs to earn fast money and he started to mix with the wrong group of ppl.
he ended up again and again in the police station. his parents was so fed up with his behaviour and decided not to bail him for the 4th time after 3 times of bailing. they wanted to let him learn his lesson in the prison himself. now, it has been months tat he is in the sg. buloh prison. thinking of a reason why does his parents don't wanna bail him.
day after day in the prison, he finally decided to stop thinkin about the reason why. it is becuz no matter how hard he thinks, he will still never gets the reason and he will never understand, so he gives up thinking. he neglected the question and told himself that "time will tell".
after a few weeks, it's lifeless in here. from day to night sitting down alone and starts thinking again. he suddenly thought of the question tat he hasn't been solved by him which is the reason why. at the same time, he heard some voices talking in his brain. he is like talking to himself without him even notice. becuz the answer finally reveals. the god is passing him a message through his own brain by letting him think and look further. which means, the time has come..
"yes, they made a huge mistake by not bailing u out".
"they didn't becuz they don't know wat kinda place is sg. buloh".
"but, just relax and try to think from their point of view".
"they have no choice but to try every single way as long as they think tat there is a possibility to help u".
"we dont know about their plannings, it might be helpful and it might also be just rubbish".
"all u need to do is to bear in mind tat they are ur parents and they will never harm u".
"try recalling how did ur parents treat u eversinced u were born".
"the amount of tears and sweat and even blood that they have dripped for u".
"the amount of love and care that they had poured out to share with u".
"the amount of pain and scars tat u left for them, so sad yet tragic".
"but no matter how much u hurt them, they are the one and only two who never give up on u!!"
"their love for u are worthless!!"
"because ur their precious little one who inherites their blood."
"so as their child, u should have a full trust to the both of ur daddy and mummy that they will never harm u in anyway".
"all they will do for u is to stay and stand by ur side supporting u so tat u wont fall, giving u hope and strength, providing u with love and care till their very last breath".
whether the answer is given by god or whether it comes from my own thinking, i dont know. all i know is, at least i have my own satisfying answer now. therefore, i wont blame them for not bailing me out from this fucking place because they both are the only one who will never brings me to an end... thank you so much daddy and mummy.. i'm so sorry for not being an ideal child and sorry again for all the disappointments and pain tat i've brought to both of you.. lastly, may both of you blessed with good health and may you both always be surrounding by happiness.. i love you all loads...
